Relief..

Went out for some drinks with L & N over tues night.. and eventually I decided to pour my sorrows to someone.. I've been feeling like shit for past few months and been wanted to share with someone.. Also at the sametime wanna let myself go totally but somehow I kept controlling myself.. I fully well know that I can't do that as there's too many plates on hand..

After some drinks I started to pour all my thoughts and feelings.. When I'm done with whatever xcvn i wanna share and hearing some advises from him.. My tears start pouring off.. (Just 1.5 drops lah).. But somehow I felt very relieve.. My heart just felt so much lighter.. Thanks alot L thou you wont get to see this.. :)

When I got back home - Drop a email to E again telling her, please give me a chance to live without her and stop calling me.. Be it her current relationship is going to work or not. Just don call me. I know I'm jerk for doing that but I really need that some peace and life without E again..