Truth finally out..

Eversince this re-org.. I'm having tons of issue with my so call local manager.. Making super duper weird requests.. stupid questions and donno how to answer remarks.. I came to the point where I actually "feedback" this to the highest command I could have..

Then last week - S came to town and we had a very long discussion.. and during the 1st half of the conversation.. S was practically lecturing me.. and it came to the point where I felt he's going to sack me. After he's done with the lecture he had for me.. asked what the reason for all the actions I did..

So I simply got no choice but gotto tell him the truth which I did.. after telling him what I had been thru.. I commented that all these wont have happened had they come clean to me in the 1st place.. S did apologies for all these..

According to him - They have no doubts on my work abilities.. but rather my personality or EQ i suppose.. However sadly I did not react any good for all these and now he gotto push his plan to promote me to mgr after june..

We agreed to try work this out and hopefully things will work out well. In the end - I do agree for my requests to swap team is running away from problems.. So now I back to square 1 and hopefully things will work out well...

YBB

Recently gotto know this china gal.. SYT!!! yeah!!! Anyway recently realised that I just cant get lucky with china gals.. When I was in Beijing last month.. Or I simply can't understand them at all..

Anyway back abt YBB.. Doubt I got chance to go further.. then again - I gotto feelings she's cold in the 1st place and take times to warm up.. For my past experience.. I will get a gal within afew days or just within a date.. it has never long or slow buildout.. Not sure if anyone has such experience.. but this is something i realised..

Talking abt PRC.. Gotto know this PRC who is B's wife.. And she indirectly flirting with me while every1 is around.. man.. Like I said.. I don't understand PRC.. totally..

What's wrong with me?

I know I've havent been updating very regularly.. Primarily because due to work and personal stuffs are taking most of the time.

Any quick updates on what happens to me lately.. Based on what I recorded - I was kinda together with a Jap babes for a while - Kiyoe. But eventually when she came to Singapore.. I was kinda in relationship with K again.. Yes we end up making out with one another but somehow our 2nd burst of fire didn last long..

She did something stupid behind me.. Which not in the mood to talk abt it now.. Anyway after that - I will once a while get lucky with a gal on & off..

However recently I realised something - I could have get to lay way more gals than I actually had.. What do i mean by that? Well just like NW - I could have bedded her but I did not. That's bcos I feel she will be very sticky to me..

Then talk abt yest @ fly - 1st L was flirting with me but somehow i refused to return favour.. Then later that nite, JT hangout with me and again she was too flirting and touchy with me. Even F was commenting that I refused to hug her..

Really not sure why and how come I started to react that way.. I know I wan sex but I scare to go into it.. Can someone explains why?