KY

I got to know KY back in SG in our the clubs.. We didn't go all the way.. Just petting and some heavy petting.

She was here with me in town and we start bring back the old memories.. The last time I've made her cum till she fall in love with my fingers.. This time round - I'm determine to make know what is real sex! :P Actually she did confess that she's not into sex. But I'm very sure she hasn't get to the real guy to make realise that...

On the 1st nite we did some heavy petting and initially she doesnt want it. Claim I not her bf.. So I waited and come out a evil plan.. Everytime I start my move.. She seem to cum very easily I'm determine not to let her enjoy the full package.. As I was fingering her..

Stupid and micro management.

Earlier roughly about 2 months back.. I was been asked and told that I will be promoted as a Manager... Because of this decision from my manager - M decided to call it a quit and move to another group..

However 2 months back to now, My higher management with all their some genius wisdom - They felt for some reasons but I would like to put this purely politic or "grab as many fishes as possible"
. So this is how it looks like now in our org structure:

Myself:
littleoutofordinary --> SG local manager (KB) --> Indian Director (SB)

My indian colleagues:
Indian team --> Indian local manager (ST)--> Indian Director (SB)

The rest of my team:
USA/EMEA --> Senior Manager (M) --> Indian Director (VT) --> SVP (TB)

So on paper, this how we look like but here's a twist here. I'm reporting to KB due to HR purpose. Same goes to my Indian colleagues who reports to ST. However our functional work - Reports back to M. Well this is what was communicate prior before the change. As many ppl are leaving as there's no local manager - They felt this would help everyone in long run.. But once the changes kickoff, What KB, ST & SB relay the story is totally differnet. They actually sync the stories where they are here to help on our work and eventually - We can escalate issue to them. However I will still be apac guys lead.

Ok focusing on HR related issue - Maybe they are right that it's good to have a local manager where they will know how to process things faster.. However I've never had problem having a US manager.. Infact I kinda like it. Also we are doing all these for those who have actually left oracle?

Then back to functional work.. How can they help us? I really don't understand.. 1st they are not even sure what we are doing and beside - Some of our work are sensitives and they are not authorize to know at all. So how do we work on this? During one to one with KB. he asked some questions that clearly tells me he really doesnt know what we are doing or rather have 0% what exactly the stuffs we does.

On KB - We actually hit on the wrong patches couple of times during these few years.. 1st I used a very wrong words on his stuffs which he & LL wasn't to their liking. 2nd - During one of the vul. scan on their machine that were done 1 years back, one of this machine actually created 100++ pages of vul. When asked how long does he needs to get it patches - He said 6 months. However when I say no and at most 3 weeks - he got very pissed and eventually do what I just told him.

Anyway during the 1 to 1. I can see that he doesn't like me and mentioned that I always picked on LL. I don't really like to talk about LL as I personally find him very xiao qi. But i explained the incident we had also say maybe issue wasn't my end but his?

On ST - Well this guy is really amazing... He actually avoids me totally.. I tried to make contact with him but he somehow always avoid me.

On SB - Well during the chat I had with with while in India - I can see he is very sincere. However really what he said is just trying to make me feel abit better but not working.

So now after all these stuffs which I didnt even requested to be promoted - I was made to face all these music and accidently - I gotto reported to 3 managers but best part is I not even sure how to do all these..

Think I kinda had enough as these is really not working for me. I kinda very disappointed as I never thought I would force to leave.. Really making me feel very unwanted... Sorry as I just need some spaces to throw my anger.. From top of the world to welcome to hell in just a short period of time.. It's really hard to accept.. But I know I have to..

My company is no longer runs and manage like a MNC anymore.. It's more like a local firm where they micro manage everyone..

JH _ Sent from heaven..

I gotto know JH from one of those website and we kinda start chatting after exchanges of emails & msn... Things didnt move really far as I kinda hope for.

On July 5 which was a Sat nite - I was kinda bore and start looking for someone to chat. JH was online and we kinda chat crap till the point to going out for movie.. So that night didnt had much happening and we left just as it is.

Next day, I kinda plan to go office as I know I will very tied in schedule... So might as well get something done before I flew to JP. JH ping me and was telling her plan to our of this pub for beer.. Thinking that I will be kinda free that night so might as well.

So there was with 2 of her friends drink and crapping jokes on each other.. Nothing sexual.. To be frank I wasn't even thinking of bring our relationship to another level..

When the nite is not getting younger and the ladies wanna head home soon.. By doing so - I was kinda force to drink 2 500ml in mins which in result.. make my face really red.. Soon everyone started to leave the table and I offer JH a ride as we live quite near - So to speak.

While in the car - I told her need sometime to cool down and we kinda start chatting crap again.. Around 10mins later, my cell rang and it's an alert from office.. So while talking to my colleagues in the phone, JH kept disturbing me while I tried to kept her away from cell in case my colleague hears anything.. Out of sudden - We stare at each other eyes for few sec, our lips started locking with each other.. One thing let to another and I suggested going elsewhere in order to complete the act..

Thou she kept saying no and wanted to go home - I knew that's wasnt her intention as her hand kept roaming around my.. you know.. Knowing MS is the best place to go since we are very near town - I drive like F1 reached the destination very soon.. The rest is SOP..

Things were pretty alright after that and we again metup on the very next day. This time in my house as my parents are out of town. However on this nite - She actually brings me to another level of pleasure.. Thou I love bj but for some reasons - I will never cum and felt so weak after having it - Her bj is really from heaven.. Never had I felt so weak and I can hardly walk for almost 30mins.. Man even now as I'm typing it - I still kept thinking abt her bj..

I was chatting with her earlier and we discuss abt our relationship.. Will talked abt it next time.. Now is 2am in japan.. not tired but don really feel like talking abt it anymore.. Nite..

SF - SQ flight attendants..

I writing this while I’m still in the flight to tokyo.. The moment that I board this 380 – or rather the moment I reached the airport (actually I met SF when I was at the money changer counter and think whether if I should make some jap changes) That was the 1^st time I met SF – She around 168 I blieve but really look stunning to me.

Thru the trip till now –(I’m still in the mid of the flight.. 4 more hours to go) I been trying or rather thinking how should I approach her.. Soon enough – I found enough courage to request if she had time to chat as I’m looking for someone to talk. Anyway the short 5 mins chat is pretty much me doing the talking – Then she left as she gotto work. 20 mins later – I msg her and saying th exactly words:

Me: Hey, you name is SF,m right?

SF: Yes, I’m.

Me: Well I was wondering.. if I can ask you out when I’m back in Singapore??

SF – gridding while someone kinda distrub us.

ME: I believe this is not the 1^st time, right?

SF: **Laughing** Yes it’s not the 1^st time.

ME: You know it’s ok to say no.. Seriously… I fully understand

SF: Why don’t you give me your contact and I call you.

ME: This is my name card

SF: So when are you coming back?

ME: Well I’m thinking of doing some backpack after my work.. So I’m not sure..

SF: I call you J

That’s the conv we had during thiese few min.. Guys & ladies – Pray things goes well!!!

3 days after the above incident - Till date she hasn’t call.. .. Sigh..

Rising sun

I'm leaving to the land of of rising sun.. Or rather land of best porn in the world!! :P 3 freaking weeks!!! yeah baby

Anyway I do have some story to share - JH but just that I'm kinda busy with work and at the sametime very screwed now.. Maybe will try to find some time to do so soon...

P - Something nice going to happen.. soon?

Hello.. Finally back to SG from that freaking place.. To be frank there's nothing for you to offer.. No good clubs, babes, place of interests that really is interesting or sort.

I don't frankly don understand why would someone ever be interested to visit India.. Furthermore the hotel rate is really too much.. Or maybe it's just bangalore.



Moment I back to SG - I started activated my kakis and just nice F was in ST james I of cos join him... Somehow when in the club, I felt very confidence.. Not sure why it just a kinda of feelings that I would say I used to enjoy it..

Of while dancing and had afew slip of drinks, there's couple of ladies standing around our area and kinda had a feeling some were looking at me. Somehow I didnt make my move which is pretty usual nowadays.. But soon enough we were kinda shoulder to shoulder and I was actually standing just right infront of this lady.. Not really great looking but still do-able. Her 1st move was show me her glass and signal me - finish the drinks which I did.

Her name is P and don't really love Singaporean.. From what she told me, she travel back & forth with HK and di da di da..

Any halfway thru I met another group of friends and sort of running around 2 places at the sametime.. However soon enough P wanted to leave and which give me some breathing space to work on another group of friends..

No sad to say I didn manage to hit on P but who knows.. She even invite me to visit her in HK.. hmmm

Bangalore

Here I am again.. Bangalore... Places that lack of nite life and confirm some good places to visit. Double confirm no babes to look or sianz and triple confirmed u wanna go back home the moment u touch down. That's is your incredible India!!!

This trip was requested from my boss who felt our guys need someone to visit them once a while. but this will be a bit special here.. 2 months back I was told and on the way to promote as manager but some due to some politic play - This is not going to happen and somehow this "Hi, I'm here" visit has become "Hi, I feel your pain and lets go thru this together..."

Thank god I will be leaving on end of this week and head to my fav places - Japan!!! yeah.. Oh ya.. After all these major work is done - I will start looking for jobs.. I'm tired of here already..