That's life - Sometime you win...

Life in State is pretty much bore - Especially in Texas. Countryside or cowboy town lifestyle (so to speak), super layback, slows pace compare to what it is in Singapore, it very different to the environment that I’ve grown up from. So most of the excite stories I could shared is my past….

Someone brought up something that reminds me that I’ve once – Because of a vow I made, I’ve flew half the globe back home for her… She doesn’t have a great personality or intelligent that attracts me so much. But she always never fails to let me feel so relax & most of all – So grateful that I got to know her in this lifespan. However our time together was pretty short one.

She flew over here last year where we spent 2 months of our lifetime with each other. That was one of the happiest moments in my entire life & it goes for her as well. We spent time together on shopping, checking out various town & cities, cook dinner, cuddle each other & many many others more.. On the last night in Texas where she’s due to fly back to Singapore – I bought a small chocolate cake & I said “Not sure when we are going to meet again & definitely wont know if I can be there for your birthday. So here I am, Happy early birthday…” She cried on the very moment she saw it. At that moment, I vow to her that no matter how tough it going to be, will try my very best to be back for her birthday.

Well, somehow I manage to pull off this stunt of mine. Got a whole month approval from management – Be back in SG & work from home (It pretty common in State to work from home) – So that I can be just in time for her birthday & also mine. Our birthday are only 13 days away each other you see… I was thrilled about coming back!!! Thinking of catching up pals & family, playing soccer again & of course able to see her makes me very excite about this trip.

But when I got the approval & bought tickets, settle everything I need to do before I fly back – She’s no longer there for me. Found someone who she believe suit more to her.. I was very sad. Totally not in the mood to work… Soon my live suffers a lot. Gotto drink every night in order to fall asleep. Not in the mood to meet another else beside work. Every day & night, I would just go out for work only & back home.

When the day came for me to take the fateful flight & back to SG.. My heart was heavy… Am I doing the right thing here? Why would I want to comeback now since she no longer there for me? Would she come to the airport & fetch me? Would we still get to spend time together on her birthday? In the end, I decided that it doesn’t matter whether it right or not to comeback due to the vow or will she still be there for me… I felt that it something can be done on my part & will do it.

When I was back for that 1 whole month – True enough we didn’t spent our birthdays together.. Yes I sad that’s how I been treated. But then I realized that at times, for all the effort we gave, doesn’t always get to see the result we desired. That saddens & beauty of life.

Now that how you do it!!!

On Friday night, went out to a clubs after my super long day of work. Yes, 116 hours nonstop of works & preparation for just 1 or 2 hours of actual work. Those who in the IT line would surely know what I mean. Especially you are working on one of the critical devices like choke router or Firewall – Where all connections passes thru it all day long.

Anyway I only managed to get off work @ around 1am local time & I decided to hit down the clubs with my colleague. Frankly speaking, although I really a big time party animal in SG, I never enjoy the nightlife in Texas. And that night was my first time out drinking for almost 8 months. By the way, the club is known as Sherlock if you are interested to know.

There are 3 sections in the club – Pool section, chill out & a diner. There’s live band @ the diner section. It wasn’t that crowded & the whole place wasn’t really packed with babes.. Anyway most American ladies are big in size. For somehow, this was the 1^st time seeing others trying so hard picking up babes.. Man I’m telling you – How guys picking up ladies back home aren’t nothing compare here. Here, even if you manage to hook up a gal, there still very high possibility that she good hooked up by another guy right in front of you!! Guys just push their way in & try some pickup lines & start flirting with the gal. It something that not very going to happen in SG. But here is like a normality. Everyone does that & no one seems to mind. Gosh if this same scenario is happening to be in SG & somehow the victim guy is Ah Beng alike - You are in for big brawl.

Anyway my 2 colleagues manage to pickup 2 babes (Have to say I was eyeing on one of them but somehow I wasn’t really pushing it) & one of my colleagues is all over one of the babes. I can see him trying very hard to hit something up with her… Mine, if I got that kind of pickup skill as these American, I be having tons of babes back home!!!!

Just a thoughts...

Bought a new car recently – A Ford Mustang!!! For those who doesn’t know, it consider one of the America legend cars. Sporty look, v6 engine, 3.8 & damm fast!!. And it merely cost me 8.5k USD for a 2002 model. Have to say, I’ve set my eyes on her eversince I came to State.

Being driving around for the past week & I love every inch of it. Somehow I started to wonder how much would it cost if it is availablity in Singapore? I bet it going to be around 100k to 200k range plus COE. So why the Fxxk are we paying so much in Singapore while it only cost around 20-30k USD in State? Well as usual, Tax & etc imposed by Singapore GOV add up all the sums to it.

No wonder so many of my countrymen always view State is one of the best place to live @ in this world. In a way, it’s quite true. There are some plus points that some people would do anything to come over here. I was one of them. But I purely came due to career enhancement point of view. State Defense department is the one who create Internet. Here, most of the latest technologies are invented & first one to use before anyone else would have chance to get a feel of it. Beside, it pays more & surely should benefit me a lot both work & personally when one day I decided to move back to Singapore. Moreover everyone knows that State GOV would support you if you are out of job.. Yes, giving you hard cold cash every month!!

However personally I find Singapore has a lot of plus points that I will never trade my red password for anything. (I going to get lots of hate mail very soon!!). Why? Let me try to bring you all to the same page.. BTW, I only here for less than 2 years & may not totally know all the pros & cons. Also different state has different laws & governing. So please do not use this as a guideline as what I going to say are based on my personal view.

Firstly, Based on the State I’m located (Texas) & pay scale, about 30-40% of my pay is taken away to Federal GOV & Social Security. If you are in certain state, there will be State tax on top of it as well. In Singapore, the most you gonno be tax is around 10-20%. Frankly speaking, I not even sure because I yet to pay any tax in Singapore due to National Services & etc.

So since you are paying so much tax, shouldn’t you be enjoying a lot of benefits? Well as far as I know, Medical fees over here is really a joke. Seeing a doctor for say a flu might cost you at least 100 buck per visit. Singapore – 20 to 30 SGD. I heard story that doctor might turn you away if you don’t have a medical insurance. Not sure if it true. Going out for dinner would cost about 20 USD per person & you gotto topup another 10-20% of tips. Singapore – There food court & would cost around 5 SGD.

Or there are some of the plus point here like - In Texas, education is free till high school. In Singapore – it does cost abit but not that much. Petrol here is damm cheap compare to Singapore. Cars of course is way lot cheaper or compare with as well. Just wonder how much would it cost if your car headlight is damaged? Well I had a crash once & sent it for repair. Total bill just for the headlight – 600USD.

Here a lot of the American couldn’t afford a house. In Singapore, most of us can afford a house. Thanks to our CPF, a lot of us are forced to make a saving when it most needed. In State, it opt & it does not promise a return cost all the $$ are put into stocks. My point here is – I pay so much tax every month, where all the fxxking $$ gone to? Road quality & planning is suck big time. Almost no public transport existence here on most of the Cities around. No medical benefit from GOV. Strange… In Singapore, tax is so low, still enjoy low medical rate, cheap good public transport, & most of all – A very very safe city.

One thing I only start to love Singapore that you can’t find anywhere is – safe. Over here everyone can have a gun & who knows, you might have your head pointed by a gun one day. Scam in Singapore is pretty rare as most of them would not last long as our police work efficiency is damm good.

Yes Singapore is a nanny State & we have lots of restriction here. There’s a old saying by a great ancient chinese – Men by nature are evil, who needs a system to be in control. Still whatever how bad Singapore is, nowhere is good as home.

My sorrow..

Hi,

These past 5mths was one of the happiest days for me in a very long time. I really do love you & truly wish that we could be together forever… Everything was so beautiful & nicely layout for us. We were looking for a new love nest for us. Both of us were looking forward to get ROM in Vegas @ 18 May 2005. Both of us couldn’t wait to lay hands on each other.. I couldn’t believe such a luck God would give me after been a jerk for so long…

Never did I expect things change so dramatically since my trip back SG for only 1 week. We start having doubts on each other. & now – Just within few days after we are officially off… You found a new love. To add salt onto the wound, that new love is the banker who actually was working on our loan application. & now it seem that he going to be the guy you are going to marry eventually – Instead of me. Where my name will be taken off from the love nest & have him in there instead.. Co-loan application will be his instead of me…

Now you wish me to understand & accept the fact. No, I sorry - Infact you insist me to take all these to my throat & take it without any questions ask plus taking you as friend from now on. Within afew days? I commented that you are selfish. Way too selfish.. & please stop trying to use your sale talk & convince me that what ever is in your mind is correct – I’m wrong. I’m sorry, I not sure how long will I take to accept this but I do know that if you keep doing that, I will become very hateful towards you.

As a friend, I congra & wishes you to be happy. Take care.

Hump till there's no tomorrow?

Ever keep humping for hours till your partner, who is totally drained, came numerous time & you still yet no where near of cumming? Well I did.. Once ever – That all. Sorry I’m not sure how I did it but it surely one hell of experience as personal humping record still stand to this day.

It was one of the nite at clubs however that day is somehow special.. Cos it my 26th birthday & we a group of guys were drinking like hell. & Obviously I’m the central of attraction.. I always do. :P Don’t get it wrong that I’m brad Pit look-alike or what. No I don’t think I’m dead god handsome.. But I do believe I have some sort of charms, which do attracts bees to the honey.. Remember I got pickup by a babe on my very first night of my clubbing career.. But that another story...

Anyway we were drinking like hell & I was kind of high or almost half drunk even before midnight.. In between that I managed to pickup a babe @ this once our fav hangout places – ChinaJump... (Man, I freaking miss the place so much..) Soon enough 2 of us proceed to hotel for our personal activities after me as birthday boy, MIA away from the rest of the wolfpack.. Hey a man gotto do what a man gotto do, right?

Remember it was only 1am that night when we checked into the love room where we start having some actions very quick.. Although I can’t really recalled the foreplay or how I talked her thru to join me for some hanky panky session.. But I still recalled that I keep humping her non-stop for 2 hours till begged me that she really tired & need to go.. So we stopped for a short break while she went for a quick shower & I kinda trying to catch some sleep..

30 minutes or so later.. She woke me up saying she needs to go (She married you see). I was still nude at this point - Put her back to bed & our 2nd half session kicks off. Again another 2 hours I yet to cum for the whole freaking night. She was enjoying every minute & thrust I gave. I’m that kind of person who like it hard & fast if you know what I mean.. So think about it.. 4 hours of nonstop thrusting.. That was amazing.. Till this date I still unable to re-provide such form again... I know at times it took me 2 hours to cum.. But 4 hours in total & nowhere near of feeling shagged or exploded? Wish I had the formula to this lost art of sex...

Only possible reason is I’m really high that night & beers is the cause of this. But then I did tried again still nowhere close... Anyone knows why? Oh BTW.. I must have gave her a hell of good time that she called me couple of hours later & wanna meet again for.. You make the guess :)

Your first time?

Everyone has his or her first time.. Remember where both are so inexperience, fear & not knowing what is the correct SOP? Same for mine first and it was one of the best I ever had. Not the fact that I fully understand the SOP & spent countless hours studying on the book Sex of dummy (If there such a book.)

It 8 years back when my then gf & me were having of the really really heavy petting session.. BTW we are on my parent’s bed. Don’t ask why cos I’ve no clue till this date. Anyway back to the story – Both of us are so aroused by the foreplay where I couldn’t take it anymore.

She wasn’t really prepared for the whole course meal. What I did & promised her that I will just placed my tool right outside her tied & juicy virginal where she agreed. All I did on the first few minutes was just popping her tied virginal & rubbing with it. She was moaning & enjoying every moment of it. So do I..

As time goes, I started to become more darling.. The pace freq of rubbing & popping start to become more faster & harder… & of cos she started to enjoy even more & begged me not to stop or slow down. Out of sudden stroke, my tool is in her completely & both of us were surprised & movement stopped out of sudden after it in. She felt bit of pain while I’m was worried that she might bleeded on my parent bed..

After some exchanged of words.. I continued thrusting in & out very slowly as I’m afraid that she met be feel pained. After couple of strokes, pain is gone & she start moaning really really loud & her eyes were rolling out where you can see her white pupils.. Me? I’m still kinda shocked stage & couldn’t believe I’m having sex. The feeling was kinda weird or maybe not what I’m expecting.. You know the watery & kinda dirty feeling when you are in there?

All these while I kept telling myself “Shit, I’m having sex… Or am I doing right???” All she did was kept moaning non-stop & seem to be louder as each thrust goes… Seem to hinting me to give her more.. Some guys lasted only couple of minutes before he came.. Me? Mine very first time took me about 30 minutes to explode & that was the very first time I enjoyed so much from sex. It was unbelievable.

I shortly after recovering the first round.. We still wanted more & in go for round 2. Again I took 30 minutes or so to come. Just as good as the first..

After that, we seem to be addicted to sex & we never failed not having it when chances given. There’s one night we had 7 times & she still in for the 8^th.. However I’m too shagged to go on. After a week later, I seem to be taking longer to cum after each every round. Soon it tooks an average of 1 hr or 2 before I explored. I like that kind of feeling & looks that lady gave while having sex & doesn’t seem to get enough of it… That was one of the best sex that I ever had. Not the fact that she really good in bed. But the fact that I started become very good in it. I think…

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Hi all,

I'm kinda inspired by some of the folks here on writing each of his/her own personal life & I kinda think to myself.. Now I writing not to gain publicity but to write some of the fond & sad memories of mine.

So why such a lame title that goes "Sex is the Key to Love"? Well, I believe this due to a dude's comment during my Army days. During that time period, he was flirting with a Flight Attendant who is 3 years older than him & has a healthy relationship for 5 years. When I asked him how did he managed to coax the lady so devoted to him?

His replied was "If you are to give your partner a very good or one of the best time in bed, he or she will remember you for life!!" Well at that time, I really can't understand or believe what he meant.. But else years goes by, becoming more experience in bed *winch* - I finally understood his very words. So believe it or not, it is very true that sex is the key to love & some would do anything to trade for a good partner. Well, that my belief....