Finally with JL

IT started out that we wanted to meet each other but got nowhere to go.. I guess we just want to company each other and have no real agenda in mind..

So we end up driving for quite awhile when we decided to go hotel for a rest.. She wasn't feeling that well and I too hardly had any zzz on previous nite.. Soon we reached to our destination and I booked for 4hrs. No we didnt straight jump into action as both lie on the bed and was changing channels after channels.. Without too long - I started to make the move, kiss and lick her mouth, neck, ear and boobs.. I could tell she simply enjoy all the attention I've given to her body..

It come to the stage where her hand was reaching for my little bro while me do the same.. Shortly after that, she seem to be at daze (She took some cough drugs and really feeling daze.. At that point, I thought she couldn't hold on anylonger lol) and started commenting that let's sleep. Off she took off her top while I did the same... Again I keep giving her attention as much as I can and also trying to take off her bottom.. Once done, I did the same to myself..

When I was positioning myself to the holy grail.. She was kinda trying to stop me but without much effort.. Not long, in I went and man.. She's damm tied!!! To be frank I was very surprise and slowly thou initially she kept telling me no - In no time, she was enjoying every moment we had.. The best is yet to come when she's on top and she really can ride.. I don't know what make us come to this topic but I was telling her I can last very long if I want to.. Soon we stopped for awhile and again back to business which eventually we finished our stuffs.. She claimed she came 3 times while it took me quite awhile to reach my cimalix...

Somehow the astompshere was kinda weird but I didn't know how to ask her the right question.. Later that nite, she start the ball rolling and we were kinda sharing each other thoughts..

Frankly speaking I wasn't really want to do with her cos I kinda know this coming.. Now we did - I felt damm bad to make her going thru all these.. Yes both of us have another half but we seem to be can't enough of each other on everyday.. I'm worried.. worry that things will turn bad as all along - I thought she's more than a player than I do.. Plus this is my very 1st time to be in such a situation.. I can see things will turn bad and someone gonna get hurt once it got escalated.. sigh...

Lady luck..

I not sure what's wrong lately but I seem to be on the roll with ladies lately.. Couple weeks back, I was talking abt XP start throwing herself to me for some reason. Not that I even ever tried, let alone flirt, we hardly talk and..

Anyway next come is JH, who again met @ club and we endup making up in the cab. Then next JL who kinda throwing all kind of hints to meet me. We met afew times and once almost doing that.. However at this moment, I don think I'm ready to go next stage with her..

Lastly while flying back to Singapore, I did managed to hit on a flight attendant and got her number.. It kinda started out very weirdly.. It goes from she asking me if I'm Singaporean and of cos i replied where do I look like from? She - Not sure is been to frank or trying to be too clever, said I look like somewhere from SEA.. :(

Soon we start chatting and of cos got her number in the process.. No headways were made after that as she seem to be very slow in responding.. Anyway we will see..

Back to JL - We been almost consistently chatting even when I was out of town and of cos we met the very moment we can. Almost did that but.. sigh.. But I guess it's best for all. Then we start sharing more about our past or secret and I guess she's very into me now.. For example she was suppose to meet V's frz for lunch which, I express sad to hear so. She replied saying that she would jolly well meet me and cancel the appt if I had asked so.

I not sure how's things is going to end up or if it's a good thing.. Guess I am playing with some fire here.. She doesn't sound like a gal easy to handle.. And on her view abt me? I can see that I've given her very different feelings than the rest of guys she met. lol.. I guess it's because of my mess background plus living oversea for long period of time.. I do surprise and make others raise their eye browns from time to time.. ;)

Oh ya.. I almost die twice (Well indirectly) during my trip.. Damm I hate this kinda feeling.. Thou I do not wanna live to old.. But doesnt means I wanna die so young lorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!