I'm back - Again.. Sound familiar huh? Well I really wish to keep writing what's going on with me but somehow both work and personal too a whole lot of my time.. There are many things I wanna do but just don have the plate and strength to so.. Thou not much reader here but still, Like to say sorry for being MIA.. Promise not to be angry k?
Let see what's interesting in my life for pas 8 month since my updates.. Travel to China & Japan again for work.. Everytime I do some travel, it takes around 2-3 weeks to clear my backlog once I'm back.. I do love travelling but hate the after effect.. Anyway you gain some and lose some right? ;)
One of the biggest change in my life recently is - I SINGLE!!!! YEAH!!! (hmm.. Am I suppose to be happy?) E has been someone in my life for past 5-6 years.. Thou we ain't always together all these while.. She did affect my life alot.. I started to realise that it time to move on - She comes and goes way too many time and everytime I welcome her back with open arms. This time round, I told that's it. This is end of us and I seriously not interested to her friend at all. Somehow she spin my head everytime she's back. No mater how much pain she caused me, I still find strength and justification to ignore those flaws.. During past few years, I've given up my chances to move/progress my career further. But I opt out due to her.. Sigh somehow I'm not getting the dividend what I was hoping for..
Well she did tried to initial conversation for no particular reason after the breakup.. However everytime I gave her no chance to do so. Admit I do miss her alot but on another hand, I really hope to start a fresh new chapter on my love story with someone else. Said some nasty stuffs to her and hopefully this will be the last time hearing from her.. Others might thing I'm avoiding th prob here.. Maybe but I don care really. E, if you do see this - Please stay as far as possible from me, okie?
Not sure by chance or what. Eversince she's out of my life, my career just somehow start to fly.. I got recognized for all my hardwork from my coy. Rec an award which suppose to be most Prestige of all. This follow by my boss decided and going to put out the paper to promote me as manager.. Anyway I guess there's something for me to look forward than love. On other hand - I started to date quite afew ladies after my broke off but will talk abit abt it later..
Back to my work and promotion. To be exact, I'm only back to SG for like coming 3 years and another colleague actually been here for 2 or 3 times more than me!!. Still our boss felt that I'm a better person to do this new role than him. Putting on his shoe, I would surely felt like shit if I'm him. During one to one chat my boss had with him, he didnt took it very well and requested that he still reported to my boss than me. Boss query me about it and this is what I said "I'm perfectly fine with that. Also I would not want to force him doing something that he's not very comfy about it.." After said that, I was telling myself "Man, didn't know I'm so da fan!!" hahahaha
But seriously I'm sure everyone would do the same as I do. No point forcing someone doing something to his liking. Beside we need to work together.. More frz is always better than more foes. right? Anyway after this news was made known to us, I thought and dropped him a call aweek later. Somehow I felt I need to do that eventually.. Might as well get it done with. but the respond I got from him is very negatives.. He clearly very upset with this decision and felt he deserve this manager than I do. Anyway I told and tried explaining that I'm here for him and truly understand his feeling.. If there's any way my help is needed - He is just a phone call away.
At the sametime my boss was intown recently and I brought her around town. Sure most people would think, Sentosa, Chinatown, Zoo & etc.. You are half right.. I got something special for her and also wanna impress her why it's not easy to be Singaporean.. So here we go to - Army Museum!!! :P
I know I know - Why bring an angmo there?? Look at this way - They are not Singaporean and confirm doesn't even know how tough it is to be one. (okok. I know we sleep and eat then sleep during resevist.. But hey - We serve the country right as in to be ready for callup, right? :P) Actually I think it is a brilliant move from me.. Seriously.. 1st she commented doesn't know our army is so young and when I shared the experience I had during my NS days.. I can see that she's impressed..Sorry I mean very impressed. ;) Confirmed scored point!!!
After short tour around Singapore we are back to work and I've been having close relationship with other groups manager.. The prob with my team is there's no manager level in my group. So lot of time I'm kinda acting manager here. So my boss and other group chatted and boss told me they just can't stop giving and putting good words for me.. There's this manager who always find fault on me when I 1st came back but I guess somehow I managed to impress him that - I know my stuffs more enough to throw weight around. Thou we didnt start well initially but now he has since always have something nice to say about me. My boss was surprised when she told me and I was truly very surprised.. So like I said - It's good to make frz than foes.. Seriously, dividend does pay. :)
As mentioned earlier, I did managed to date couple ladies.. Actually babed.. :p Let see.. 1 China, 2 Thai, & a jap!!.. Not bad I think for someone like me.. Maybe I’ll talk more about it next time.. But one thing I wanna say is. I somehow lose interests with local gals.. Really.. I cant even bother to talk to them. I wish can say why but just cant find the ans yet.. K recently start going out with me more often and she too, broke off with her bf. I know she always has feeling for me but somehow I having 2nd thoughts.. Why? When we out drinking last week – She got drunk and start crying and complaining everything.. This reminds me what it was couple years back when I’m in State while she’s called me after/during drinking sessions.. Seriously I do not wanna go thru all these again.. It’s scary.. Anyway I’m not eager to jump to a ship yet.. So we see..
