I applied for a job couple of months ago & got a response from the employeer

"L’s experience does not look very substantial.
We can consider him for the team member position.
Maybe about $3,500. Is he prepared to consider?"

I cant believe what they wrote about me. This is my response:

> Having working in one of the biggest firm & hosts
> one of the biggest private network in
> the world. Our DC in Austin which I managing hosts 50 over
> firewalls & IDS. On top of that - my team handles all
> security & risk management issues globally for both
> Oracle & its clients - Their comments does not justify
> what I've been doing also doing a dis-services to my employer
> - O..

Frankly speaking I feel very disgust and angry on such comment. Have I been wasting my time for the past couple of years? Or thou my career seem to be progressing.. Somehow in actual fact it has been going nowhere... Firstly I hate that company eversince I got to know them. But since I looking for jobs - Won't mind hearing what they gotto say. But such remarks from them has blew me off totally.

Oct is coming soon and I be back SG without a job.. This is getting me very worry about my future.. Starting to feel me like a good for nothing son again (Had such feelings when I just started to work).

Birthday is just 3 days from now.. Totally no mood to celebrate. Sigh