Dates with N

Recently gotto know N & we finally decided a date where both of us are free... Hmm.. Not sure hows it she felt.. But I guess it turns out pretty well.. Was having coffee with her then follow by joining some of her friends for drinks.. When her friends decided it's time to go home.. I suggest head to Sentosa for walk cum chat - Just both of us.. which she agreed.

Chatted quite alot of stuffs.. About her jobs, pasts. dreams & her ex bf.. Not sure how she felt.. But I guess I did felt a pretty good impression to her.. Else we won't be chatting till 4 am in the morning on the 1st date..

However something is bothering me.. I actually made a lied on my past which I always come clean on it. Always been clear to every friends or anyone who wants to know my past - That I've been a jerk in the past where I've slept around behind my ex-wife.. In the end we null the marriage.. After all happens & for me been alone in State.. Made me realised how much a big jerk I was.

Anyway I twists the story of mine abit.. Well she kinda has a bad impression with borned in the year of Dragon & plus those who had a failed marriage.. At that moment.. Not sure what I'm doing.. but just blurted out another story to her.. Now - I not trying to give an excuse for myself.. For it totally my fault for doing that..

Felt so bad about the whole thing.. Whether I'm going after her or not is another stories.. Still need to review her more.. Anyway she is doing the same on me too.. Isn't her? Guess will tell her the real truth the next time we go out.. But not sure how am I going to break out to her.. Guess I made the wrong move at the very 1st.. Now it getting hard to revert back the shaking foundation....

Any advises??