Great pal are hard to find.

Called mum last night on checking her if she alright.. Again she as usual - voice sound like on the verge of crying.. Later did I know that one of my Uncle(Mum's bro) past away.. My mum comes from a big family & my guess this uncle of mine should be around 70-80 ages of years..

It very sad to hear such tone from your love one... Especially when you are thousand of miles away & you can't don anything.. I can hear her sadness & really really miss me.. I miss her alot too - Especially home cook food and the warmness TLC that you could get from your mum.. Chat with J about this & also let him know that I kinda decided to quit if my Boss is unable to work things out for me. Guess what he offered me after that? Sure you will not guess it –

Ask if I would like him to attend the wake on my behalf. I was totally surprise & really thank for his gesture – Especially when someone offered it without you asking.. In the end I agreed to it. Not because I wanted to show those group of uncles & aunts that my mum has a filial son. I sort of guess that my mum will be abit glad to see her son for doing such gesture even while he’s at oversea. Well that my belief.. Hopefully it comes true..

2^nd – He urge me come back ASAP and saying that will “yang wo” till I find a job… Really god, think you have given me someone that I will never trade for.. I don’t know about how you feel – But I always strongly feel those great pals are always very very hard to come by.. I’ve friends who are so “chee hong” that they will totally MIA for x period of time till their loves one are gone.. I never do that I always felt that pals are for life & should always appreciate their existence no matter where, how or when…

Speaking of love one – My ex E, has been a pain in the ass.. She has been blowing hot & cold all these while & keep flip flop her comments and stands… I still love her very much & really wish to have her by my side.. But looking at how things goes, things will not change much even thou I back in SG.. Anyway I kinda figure out on giving up true love anymore..

Suppose to write Miss K.. Part 3.. But with so many happening going on around me.. Not really in the mood to write.. Will try to write it over the weekend.. & oh ya.. EPL is on again!! Going downtown to catch the match this Sunday.. See you