Hi,
These past 5mths was one of the happiest days for me in a very long time. I really do love you & truly wish that we could be together forever… Everything was so beautiful & nicely layout for us. We were looking for a new love nest for us. Both of us were looking forward to get ROM in Vegas @ 18 May 2005. Both of us couldn’t wait to lay hands on each other.. I couldn’t believe such a luck God would give me after been a jerk for so long…
Never did I expect things change so dramatically since my trip back SG for only 1 week. We start having doubts on each other. & now – Just within few days after we are officially off… You found a new love. To add salt onto the wound, that new love is the banker who actually was working on our loan application. & now it seem that he going to be the guy you are going to marry eventually – Instead of me. Where my name will be taken off from the love nest & have him in there instead.. Co-loan application will be his instead of me…
Now you wish me to understand & accept the fact. No, I sorry - Infact you insist me to take all these to my throat & take it without any questions ask plus taking you as friend from now on. Within afew days? I commented that you are selfish. Way too selfish.. & please stop trying to use your sale talk & convince me that what ever is in your mind is correct – I’m wrong. I’m sorry, I not sure how long will I take to accept this but I do know that if you keep doing that, I will become very hateful towards you.
u mean this haoppens recently... or its a flashback thing?
ReplyDeleteYes.. all these.. just last week. :)
ReplyDeletesighs.... dun b so sad.... the guy whom i love the most did lotsa things to me.. and i told myself, there will nv be a guy i will love deeply. :-/
ReplyDelete:) Thanks. As the old saying, this is life & everything is fragile..
ReplyDeleteSorry to hear that too. Learned to accept it & face the music. Sure you will be lot better than me cos I here alone while you have friends in Singapore.. :)